please call me. you have my number. i know you'll still remember my blog.
or am i supposed to wait for you at 4th everyday?
Friday, October 14
Friday, December 31
Last Words to 2010
Dear 2010,
Season's Greetings from me!
The reason why im writing you this letter is to inform you that you've been a real bitch to me this year. you crippled me. and then made me go through a terrible time. forced me to walk through a divorce and get cussed at in a school. you tainted my reputation and made me a social butterfly. you. in 364 days. made me put on tons of weight. you got everyone around me married but not me. you got me drunk crying all the time. and you. you brought me down real low. made me celebrate my bday, xmas and the coming ny eve alone for the first time.
it was also you. who made me see the importance of family and friends. you made me appreciate their support in times of needs and in return making me be there for them too. you took me through so many companions to finally realize what i really needed from men. you woke me up with my denial and forced reality to me.
i thank you. so to honour you. i decided to make soem drastic changes to my life.
before you leave me for good. i will
1) desert my best friend of 13 years and leave him/her for good. goodbye viceroy blast. you've been with me through all my thicks and thin. you were there for me when my breathe was smelly, when im crapping, when i was crying, when i was sad and lonely. i have to leave you behind. im sorry. thank you for all your loyalty. i will miss you.
2) hello klc. and my two spinster bosses. i will try to learn to love you. really.
3) get my degree started. that means i will have to scrimp and save. no more shopping. restaurants. and weekly expenditure to be kept within 50. good god.
2010, you've not been the best for me. but you're the only one who've impacted me so much.
Goodbye, au revior, adieus!
Rest in Peace 2010.
p/s: can you please tell your friend, 2011, to be kinder to racqueen, effy, me and the people around me?
thank you. your kind understanding and prompt action will be much appreciated.
best regards,
bimbo
Season's Greetings from me!
The reason why im writing you this letter is to inform you that you've been a real bitch to me this year. you crippled me. and then made me go through a terrible time. forced me to walk through a divorce and get cussed at in a school. you tainted my reputation and made me a social butterfly. you. in 364 days. made me put on tons of weight. you got everyone around me married but not me. you got me drunk crying all the time. and you. you brought me down real low. made me celebrate my bday, xmas and the coming ny eve alone for the first time.
it was also you. who made me see the importance of family and friends. you made me appreciate their support in times of needs and in return making me be there for them too. you took me through so many companions to finally realize what i really needed from men. you woke me up with my denial and forced reality to me.
i thank you. so to honour you. i decided to make soem drastic changes to my life.
before you leave me for good. i will
1) desert my best friend of 13 years and leave him/her for good. goodbye viceroy blast. you've been with me through all my thicks and thin. you were there for me when my breathe was smelly, when im crapping, when i was crying, when i was sad and lonely. i have to leave you behind. im sorry. thank you for all your loyalty. i will miss you.
2) hello klc. and my two spinster bosses. i will try to learn to love you. really.
3) get my degree started. that means i will have to scrimp and save. no more shopping. restaurants. and weekly expenditure to be kept within 50. good god.
2010, you've not been the best for me. but you're the only one who've impacted me so much.
Goodbye, au revior, adieus!
Rest in Peace 2010.
p/s: can you please tell your friend, 2011, to be kinder to racqueen, effy, me and the people around me?
thank you. your kind understanding and prompt action will be much appreciated.
best regards,
bimbo
Thursday, December 30
Be gone, 2010!
on the 2nd last day of 2010, i reckon i should do a personal summary of my year.
this year hasnt been a fruitful year, though i have to admit some major changes were made.
first and foremost. my extended family met my bf for the first time. then. shortly after. we broke up.
my status changed from being engaged to single.
i stopped working. too shattered to do anything. and at the same time. racqueen started her divorce drama. so while being jobless. i became her 'legal consultant cum PA cum aunt agony'. as much agony as i was in, i somehow sought comfort knowing that im not the only one that's screwed up. there goes this saying, '9 out of 10 people around you will be gloating over your worries as they are happy to know someone else is far worse than they are.' not sure if im gloating over it, but i definitely benefited a lot from being by her side.
racqueen and i grew closer. so that's number three on the list. relationship with cousin became more like a sisters' bond.
four. i learnt how to prepare for my future divorce. not that im planning for it. but you know, just in case. the necessary charges to file under, necessary documentations to prepare, the the SOP proceedings. i think i cna represent myself in future if i ever need to end a marriage.
fifth on the list. brother got married. to a vietnamnese. not sure how i feel about it. mixed feelings. just wished that he's more sensible to plan ahead instead of relying on mother to be the sole provider. tsk tsk.
sixth. i began dating a number of random men. my 2010 is filled with companions. but none of which let me want them so badly to make them mine.
seventh. got myself a job. got myself rejected by boucheron. and got myself two old spinsters as my bosses. go figure.
eighth. i moved out. shifted and started my full independence. im still loving and enjoying it while also struggling to cope with the increase in expenditures.
ninth. i took up dragonboating again in my desperate attempt to stay healthy and fit. so far, it's just been 2 sessions.
tenth. hmm. realised at the end of the day. im really happier alone. love can be such a nuisance when you're the only one clapping.
last, but not least. eleventh. this one is really heart wrenching and the thought of it brings tears to my eyes. my darling companion for the past 11 years. rocher. my darling rocher left us. spare the details. my only consolation from it was. he waited till im home. and he chose to drift away in my arms. till now. i still have him in my heart. he's like constantly there with me. though i really miss playing tug-of-war with him. miss abusing him and trapping him under the sheets. i miss sleeping with my rocher. farewell rocher. farewell!
that's all for now. :) can't wait for 2011 to start. i havent had a fulfilling year for a long time...
this year hasnt been a fruitful year, though i have to admit some major changes were made.
first and foremost. my extended family met my bf for the first time. then. shortly after. we broke up.
my status changed from being engaged to single.
i stopped working. too shattered to do anything. and at the same time. racqueen started her divorce drama. so while being jobless. i became her 'legal consultant cum PA cum aunt agony'. as much agony as i was in, i somehow sought comfort knowing that im not the only one that's screwed up. there goes this saying, '9 out of 10 people around you will be gloating over your worries as they are happy to know someone else is far worse than they are.' not sure if im gloating over it, but i definitely benefited a lot from being by her side.
racqueen and i grew closer. so that's number three on the list. relationship with cousin became more like a sisters' bond.
four. i learnt how to prepare for my future divorce. not that im planning for it. but you know, just in case. the necessary charges to file under, necessary documentations to prepare, the the SOP proceedings. i think i cna represent myself in future if i ever need to end a marriage.
fifth on the list. brother got married. to a vietnamnese. not sure how i feel about it. mixed feelings. just wished that he's more sensible to plan ahead instead of relying on mother to be the sole provider. tsk tsk.
sixth. i began dating a number of random men. my 2010 is filled with companions. but none of which let me want them so badly to make them mine.
seventh. got myself a job. got myself rejected by boucheron. and got myself two old spinsters as my bosses. go figure.
eighth. i moved out. shifted and started my full independence. im still loving and enjoying it while also struggling to cope with the increase in expenditures.
ninth. i took up dragonboating again in my desperate attempt to stay healthy and fit. so far, it's just been 2 sessions.
tenth. hmm. realised at the end of the day. im really happier alone. love can be such a nuisance when you're the only one clapping.
last, but not least. eleventh. this one is really heart wrenching and the thought of it brings tears to my eyes. my darling companion for the past 11 years. rocher. my darling rocher left us. spare the details. my only consolation from it was. he waited till im home. and he chose to drift away in my arms. till now. i still have him in my heart. he's like constantly there with me. though i really miss playing tug-of-war with him. miss abusing him and trapping him under the sheets. i miss sleeping with my rocher. farewell rocher. farewell!
that's all for now. :) can't wait for 2011 to start. i havent had a fulfilling year for a long time...
Tuesday, May 11
agenda for the past year
i have forgotten about this blog, until a new friend reminded me of it.
read through my past posts. and i have to say it was a different me back then. pretty much the same yvonne you will see. but deep inside. its never the same again.
so. as i have been absent from here for almsot a year. i have a listful of things to update.
1) farewell, rocher
2) he be gone
3) the aftermath of active searching
4) spouses
5) friends
6) me, myself and yvonne
shall start writing soon. not now though. my brain isnt working yet.
read through my past posts. and i have to say it was a different me back then. pretty much the same yvonne you will see. but deep inside. its never the same again.
so. as i have been absent from here for almsot a year. i have a listful of things to update.
1) farewell, rocher
2) he be gone
3) the aftermath of active searching
4) spouses
5) friends
6) me, myself and yvonne
shall start writing soon. not now though. my brain isnt working yet.
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