sleepless at 935am

its 935am. rocher and coco had their breakfast. rocher had his morning insulin jab. mum prepare her misen plas for ah pa's anni prayers. she is surfing the net now in the room prolly checking out her facebook account. big head's still soundly asleep. 

and me? im stil sitting in the same position with my legs crossed in front of my big head's mac. hair as messy. cigarettes litted in one hand. camwhoring with the other. and sleepless for the past 24hours. ya. kua dio gwee especially without my make up nor accessories to zhng. im as pale as a vampire quoted from my mum.  can still remember i was at upper thomson having my delicious dim sum breakfast 12 hours ago. oh yes. a little consolation. 

me mum made me a nice sandwich and a super-gao-siew-dai earl grey tea for breakfast. it's actually her leftovers which im pretty sure she'll let rocher gobbler it down if i werent around. my darling boy is actually still eyeing the precious ham and cheese double sandwich left on the table as seen below. super tam jia!

i had kept myself busy spying facebooks and blogs. somehow im glad i did it. it glad me some peace of mind after reading about so much. im glad i did what i did. but that's till tomorrow when i will expect to receive some sorta aftermath. till then god bless this emotion weakling.

i have this sudden impulse of going to ecp to blade. i miss blading. but at my current state. i'd either end up in a&e with my head cracked from fall, or i will be accompanying the poor victim from my fall. i'd rather the latter eh. 

i miss blading with effy. she makes good confident. gossiper. and my news post on latest updates of my other group of friends. she is unbiased and she gives me the best advice. 

now it's 1015am. what shall i do? bf is now at the store selling yong tau hu. which i was supposed to help out but cancelled due to unforeseen circumstances aka him flying me aeroplane yet again. or prolly i should go grab some sleep. choices.....